Reality Check

"I can't wait to grow up!" "I just want to go to work, and come home. I'm tired of school!" "I can't wait until I have my own place!" Yeah, these were the words that were coming out of my mouth 10 years ago, and boy do I regret them! My favorite quote is: "When did we become adults, and how do we make it stop?" lol Not that I don't love being an adult and being married, but there are some times when I just wish I could just go back home and let mom take care of it all. Things have been rough lately, but now days, I'm not the only one. I felt like we had just gotten settled a little when here comes the worry again. Can't I just have a break!?! Sometimes, I feel like this is God's way of keeping me in reality...hence the title, Reality Check! I want to finish my master's in education, I want to finally open my pet business, I want to..., I want to..., I want to...is all I say these days. I NEED to get off my butt and do something about it. I have a habit of wanting things RIGHT now, and then I get discouraged...easily!!! School is very important to me, but so is my business. If I had to make a choice, and I was guaranteed success, I would start my dog business tomorrow, but it's not that simple! I guess for right now, blogging and praying will help. Over the last couple of exhausting weeks, I have come to the conclusion that I will put my faith in God's hands to lead me in the right direction. Whatever he has in store for me, I will be appreciative of. Sometimes, it just gets the best of me! Gotta love life!